Wednesday, September 24, 2008, 1:47 AM
So many ups and downs happen,
but I'll always know you people are there,
so I'll try to share and work things out together,
but as of now,
rejection have took its place in making me all sad,
and i think not many would want to understand,
guess life have its ends.
Sep 23 - Tuesday
Woah!! yea!!
sentosa was great~
the weather was fine, the people there were great
and i dived, as on land, literately!
Met a couple of babes from NUS
Played ball and all~
Then went for some Carl's Junior at
Vivo,
Ate and went to slack,
But when i got home, i receive something bad,
so
aint feeling that great now~
but yea~ it's still rather fun~
thx peeps,
lets go again someday~
Sep 22 - Monday
I was so bored that i ask a couple of people for dinner,
But what happened?!
everyone say not free~
then
ok, i went
shaun's house with nick to do our project
the "PROJECTION CLOCK",
Well, We got the clock and parts
but we left out batteries, and we broke the clock~
hahah~
So think we
shud get another new clock then,
haha~
anyways, then i receive a call from
wanzhen wan go watch movie ma?
with her schoolmates~
so i said
ok lor, then
shaun was like " EH!! THEN PROJECT HOW?!"
funnny shit~ but in the end go his house 20
mins we all started playing games
luh~
LOL~
then so...
went to watch "MAMA MIA"
rather nice, though its a freaking irritating mambo movie~
yea nice,
Sep 21 - Sunday
Felt really
shagg~
after all i only slept like 4hrs!!
Jamming for once felt so out of control,
its like
zhao yong's on the drums,
brenda on the bass,
ben on e-gig
gab on keyboards
and Joe singing?!!!
Yea?! so i
aint sure, funny day, then
downstairs, people were playing,
volleyball
badminton
table tennis
soccer?!
Like what? School
CCA DAY ah?~
Sep 20 - Saturday~**
It was my birthday, not many knew till they saw it on
facebook,
but yea, i still have my beloved
frens(bro/sis) like :
- Terence
- Daniel Tay
- Ang Jiawei
- Go Wanzhen
- Michelle Goh
- Mingkiat
to go out pub/club with me,
hahaha!!~
happiest party so far~
thanks guys!!
Sep 19 - Friday!!#$%^
I took the
initiative to wake up like 6 and go to school,
Finding out, that when i reached, THERE AINT CLASS!!!?
so went home super pissed to sleep!!!
ARGGGH STILL ANGRY AT THAT!!
okok i go rest ler, tired, sad, rather happy still, and yea sad, emo~
Wednesday, September 10, 2008, 2:12 AM
I FEEL ANGER BUILDING UP IN ME!!
MORE!! MORE!! MORE!!
FUCKING HARD TO BREATHE!!
FUCKING HARD TO LIVE!!!
SO MUCH STRESS!!
SO MANY ANNOYING STUFFS TO DO!!
ARGH~!!!
SO MANY TESTS,
SO MANY PROJECTS,
SO LIL TIME,
AND MONEY!!!
ARGH~!!!!!
found out that, at times like this, sitting at home infront of the comp makes people like me more angry, so i tried going to the beach with my guitar.
I found out that, its rather relaxing, but what turns around was the sound of my guitar, so flat and bright, argh~!!!
cnt it sound warmer to comfort me?!
dammit~!!!
Then i tried going out and exercise to gain muscles and release stress,
found out it the more i run, the more exercises i do, makes me feel like shit!
CAUSE :
- I HAVE NO STAMINA
- NO MUSCLES
- SO BONNY
And so, more stress came in!!
argh~ i go mugg liao dammit!
Friday, August 22, 2008, 10:19 PM
haiis.. its been so long since i blogged huh?!
aiiya, was kinda stressed over stuffs, like school work,
what to buy, what to plan etc...
These few weeks, brought me down, from both seeing god and half of school's shit
made me rather depressed, with results, attendance and then getting scolded by the section head( Disciple head or smth)
Then i went out to smoke again.
felt so bad, duno what to do,
some asked me to stop, some asked me wan somemore?
which to choose sia...
Another thing, I felt that, the instruments i play, are not getting to the standard of those around me, its as if i'm not cut out for music or sports? mayb? geez... its just so frustrating!!
i wish i noe what to do!!
So Much to do,
With so lil'Time
ARGH!
-Holidays :
1Sep08
20Sep-11oct08 ( got job? Find me, Jio me!! Alrite?)
gtg~
